Who am I?(Monologue)

There is a proverb in Russia that says: "Where you were born, there you'll be needed". Maybe this is true for the most of humanity but, apparently, I'm a walking disprove of this theory)))) I'm a 17-year-old, born and raised in the capital of Russia Moscow. I'm from an average family with two loving parents and two children. So the question is: why the hell would I leave my absolutely normal stable life with incredible family and awesome friends and move to another country where I don't know a single soul? I think in order to understand my decision you'd have to try on my shoes...

 Since I was a little girl I loved my country, a lot, but I always felt that it's not a place where I belonged. At first it was just a dream which turned into something bigger, bigger than myself and that's when I made a decision to follow my dream no matter what. Although from the first second I knew my life would be harder than others, I was certain of the path I chose for myself. It doesn't mean that I don't doubt myself sometimes. I'm just a girl chasing her dream.